Self.

"One day, whether you
Are 14,
28,
Or 65

You will stumble upon
Someone who will start
A fire in you that cannot die

However, the saddest,
Most awful truth,
You will ever come to find -

Is they are not always
With whom we spend our lives."

~anonymous.


Truth hurts.
And the most absurd thing is,
It is impossible yet -
I still dream of it.

Self destruction,
Yes. I call it.

~me.

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For those yang contacted me for YBR or course infos, i might be late in replying because i dont have my phone on wifi often, so yeah. Be patient. Wifi sucks somehow and it stressed me out so i prefer to be in offline mode while enjoying songs. Hew.

Life being not so nice too,
Just so you know i lost my grandma who i really cherish, yeah she took care of me since i was a baby,
Then another things to worry - because i am grown up now. Haha.
No choice, life is full of ups and downs so face it.

Plus, i missing someone too much, i told ya it is a form of self destruction. Still, i dont know why human choose pain (i mean i can slowly let i go, okay heck no i dont think so, arghhh!)

New semester soon!
I wish i woke up with a smile this Sunday. Hahah.