Irony

How irony it is -

You seek for motivations, you own it yet you forget to work on it.

You being proud -

They are in their best moments, yet you such a flop.

Irony.

It is.

You need motivation, then you discover it somehow like a destruction.

You know it can destruct,

But you cannot say goodbye.

You eager to change, yet you afraid you gonna fail.